Blog of Jess Name www.jesuscentral.com/185185   December 07, 2013 After losing my grandmother last year, who I was extremely close to since I was born, I havent been the same. I don't really smile or laugh anymore because the pain and emptiness is too strong. She was my happiness, my joy, my peace of mind, she was my all. Now I feel so empty and lost. I have anxiety and trouble sleeping most of the time now but I refuse to take meds. I always feel so tired and unhappy now :-( Because of this, I have turned to God for help. He has given me strength but it is still difficult to get through every day. The enemy is a liar and is constantly in my ear. Has anyone ever experienced this before or can advise? Thank you so much, God bless. By: Jess Name - December 07, 2013 - Public Category: Common Questions Comment Helpful? Favorite Violation