Jesus is my Homie www.jesuscentral.com/14667   July 12, 2007 AHGHRHGHRHGH What do i do!" Do i just get by everyday going from one thing to another; eating food and sinning" Or shall i trust in God and do all of the cool things availiable to do" I would like to just go out and travel around Hawaii Talking to and learning from people; and while i`m out i`ll write down the things i really have to do then while i`m at home i`ll time it and then i`ll do it then i leave again; surfing and exercising and praying have to be big things in my life; also for future improvment; and reading books time; and organzing life and the surruondings time; i have just got to switch it up; i dont have to sin; i can do anything i want right now. I am not stuck at home without a car;what do i need" The Lord will provide. By: Eric Schaefer - July 12, 2007 - Public Category: My Blog Comment Helpful? Favorite Violation June 27, 2007 Welp It`s going so awesome; God you are so tight. I never knew it was this simple. Lord help me to understand that YOU alone give true happiness; i never realized it; I thought the weed or girls would make me happy; but it totally doesnt, ha! Whenever i feel those urges and desires help me realize; that`s like wanting to eat some gum off the ground when theres a organic cheesecake right there in front of me! Lord help me to understand you are the real deal; You alone give true happiness; Lord give me the boldness and the courage to speak the words of life; inspire me to do things; help me meditate on ways to bring more people to this realization; for the other ways of life are so bland and end up so much worse than just discontentment! Lord, There is only one way to live a truly happy life; and that is through You alone; Help me Lord, in my every day life; i lift everything up to you; help me manage my time better Lord, i dont want to be wasting so much of it; help me Lord to do what`s right; just help me live like you would Lord, i want to become more like Jesus; for that is true happiness; i dont want to seek things that wont make me happy; Lord all i want is that joy all i want is YOU! By: Eric Schaefer - June 27, 2007 - Public Category: My Blog Comment Helpful? Favorite Violation June 16, 2007 WHY is it so hard to stay focused on God" I hurt my back super bad today; it just makes me realize how weak we really are. I have so many goals, so much stuff on my to do list, yet when something hard or bad happens to me i always get pissed off and take it out on others, or do i" have i gotten better" Last night i was crying just realizing how we are all dieing, every last one of us, in less than one hundreds years, we`re dead. That`s assuming Christ hasn`t come back before then, which most likely He will. It`s so amazing to think of how much time i waste thinking about things that wont last throughout even the day at hand. I need prayers. God, why have i been so rebellious, why dont you answer back, have you" Give me the motivation to read scripture, assure me i have the Holy Spirit in me, what`s wrong with me" is there anything wrong" Open my eyes, and heal me Lord, i need You By: Eric Schaefer - June 16, 2007 - Public Category: My Blog Comment Helpful? Favorite Violation June 14, 2007 Another Night Out in waikiki skateboarding around... the evil is so prevailant there, hookers walking around, people asking if i want to buy weed, drug dealers all over the place, black guys with their bling, drunk girls coming out of the club, the girl/dude who said he/she would `suck me off` for free... Is that the level i`m at right now" or was that just satan`s pitiful attempt, it`s just disgusting, not even a temptation. There have been so many things going on in my life. I want to go around and help people i figure this life is all about love. They told me i was brainwashed, i think they are brainwashed to be a slave of their own sin and this world. There is much i have to learn - i`ve been filling myself up with knowledge; i am not sure if i am filled with the Holy Spirit, but i want to make sure... How can i break my own will and submit to God, what must i do to grow more intimate with God and how will i know His will in my life" Should i go to germany with YWAM" Lord please help me. By: Eric Schaefer - June 14, 2007 - Public Category: My Blog Comment Helpful? Favorite Violation June 13, 2007 Haven`t been on this in a while It`s all about love, i`ve been placing more importance on getting things done - i learned today that Discipline and Motivation is for self, but Inspiration and Obedience is for God. I listened to a sermon recently today about the youth and how hard it is to stay righteous and to not compromise; but it`s so worth it, just like how Daniel didn`t compromise when he was tempted to eat the unclean meat & drink the wine. He was counted righteous because of his obedience, David wouldn`t have been able to hit Goliath right on the head had he not had faith. Man - trusting in God is so sweet, i`ve been noticing Him working more in my life everyday, one dilemma i`m having right now is not being sure if i`ve been baptized in the Spirit, and then really just knowing when God is speaking to me; i`ve been doing some studies on Talking with Christ and Knowing the Voice of God, and that`s been helping. So far in these last couple weeks i`ve been learning alot; i`m going to stop by this site alot more and keep writing, this seems like a big community that i would like to be apart of. If anyone is reading this they might want to check out sermonindex.net By: Eric Schaefer - June 13, 2007 - Public Category: My Blog Comment Helpful? Favorite Violation <<Prev Next >>