January 14, 2008 i almost got shot tonight pray for me please
yesterday my friend katie from next door found out that a friend of ours stole her mother's ring her mother had just died and this "friend" stole it and pawn it she went to the pawn shop he said he go to the guy in the shop told her it was him they got in-to tonight he came over to her house and tried to tell her off he show them a lot of money and said f**k them he came to our house my cousin his "friend" told him not to leave that they would be out side waiting for him he went out side and they fought him he tried to come in the house but they pull him back and took their back from him i want to see if my girl was ok but i had a bad feeling about it so i dont want to go over there but my uncle told me to do the right thing and see about my friend i went over there and i told them as soon as i got there i had a bad feeling i ask them for their bible i got it and said i got a bad feeling we need god in this house tonight i prayed and read Psalm 23 out loud i was in the kitchen every c her kids and family are fin no one was hurt i am thankful for that but i'm scared right now please please pray for me and katie and our families thank you ~janice~
By: janice blessett - January 14, 2008 - Public Category: My Blog
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January 12, 2008 how do i go to GOD
How do i go to god when i'm wrong and i know i'm going stay wrong but i don't want to go to god for me but for my sister shes wrong too really wrong how do i even pray to him in all his grace and i'm wrong a sinner knowing i'm going to keep sinning i think of him when i'm sinning tell him i need more time before i can stop how do i ask god anything how do i talk to jesus when i'm so wrong how can i be so wrong and even think to ask for help but i look at the pain my sister is in and i want it to go i want my old sister back i don't want to see her crying i know i cant do it by myself and my family cant too i know only god though jesus can help her i know her soul is crying i want to help so bad how can i go to him when i'm so wrong how i need help
By: janice blessett - January 12, 2008 - Public Category: My Blog
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January 12, 2008 how i feel
i'm scared i love god but my life is getting badder and badder i'm finding it harder and harder to have faith i have read job it was helping me but its not more i keep praying and trying but i'm really losing it i'm scared tonight i have never been this scared i feel death the last time i felt this way uncle that day i'm scared i don't know but i feel it and its not right
By: janice blessett - January 12, 2008 - Public Category: My Blog
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January 12, 2008 my prayer
dear LORD
i'm lost i'm trying to find faith and trust in you with out losing myself my family life is so hard and sinful i cant get away i cant for the childern that are here i try but i dont know why i'm here i keep praying in my dreams you show me i'm to be here i just cant see why LORD please help me understand why in Jesus in i pray amen
By: janice blessett - January 12, 2008 - Public Category: My Blog
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January 12, 2008 wondering
f or the past year i been living with my sister i have watch her change in to my mother today i watch my neice cry like she use to when we was kids my heart is hurting i want to say something to my sister about what she been doing and acting but every time i try she gets mad and want to hit me i can't talk to her i know i can't cause she will fight me i never say anything to her i never say no to her i have came out of so much money and my time for her and knowing that i wont get nothing back i watch her kids all the time while she go see her want-to-be boyfriend me and my cousin take care of her kids my cousin make sure they get to school every day i keep them at night when she leaves i try not to fight with her but i can't say no to her i keep turning the other check to her i'm trying to be here for her as much as i can she had a bad break-up last year and has been losing it she think her new want-to-be boyfriend can heal her i know and feel that something bad is going to happen to her for me its hard to watch her i'm wondering am i wrong for letting her walk all over me cause of her kids should i say something knowing its going to be a fight where do i draw the line my auntie told me to let her bump her head am i wrong
By: janice blessett - January 12, 2008 - Public Category: My Blog
