You need to remember where you came from while sitting there. I go to church to save my soul. I was so happy when I heard the lords prayer at a meeting.

People started talking about whether it belong there in the meeting. I came full circle with it when I remebered the acceptance and how long it had been since I uttered the words.

I'm not going to church right now. I'm rethinking the supernatural and first cause in the universe. Maybe someday the spirit will desend upon me like a dove.

God is kind of like a soiled dove in the westerns. Deepdown inside shes still perfact. You never know what shes packing. 

Gods gender and color aren't important to me.  I need to walk with the spirit and maintain my sobriety. The spirit may be my own real self for all I know. I have to give it away to keep it.