I am waiting patiently to feel connected to Jesus. To have that personal feeling with him. I know it will come. I have been closed to that for some time. Its like my life is in a knot and I need him to untie the knot.  I am in a place in my life of starting over and it is scary but without my faith I would not have survived , that is a definite.  I am just seeing a world that loves God and it is so refreshing and renewing. I don't feel so alone. I still have steps to take but knowing He is at my side waiting for me is the strength that will carry me through. I am glad I found this web site. We are one family in faith. Praise the Lord.